strange sex

can't sleep.
imagine that!
so I just remembered watching a show called Strange Sex, and there were enormous girls on there who thought they were awesomly beautiful. Okay, correct me if i'm in the wrong here, but if you happen to be immoble, aren't you a waste of space?
like, what kind of life would you have if you only stare at the ceiling all day and all night? that is not a life, not even a tiny bit.
its not even so much you wouldn't be beautiful, it's more like being dead without actually dying..

i hope i can always move and not have food control me in that way.