strange sex

can't sleep.
imagine that!
so I just remembered watching a show called Strange Sex, and there were enormous girls on there who thought they were awesomly beautiful. Okay, correct me if i'm in the wrong here, but if you happen to be immoble, aren't you a waste of space?
like, what kind of life would you have if you only stare at the ceiling all day and all night? that is not a life, not even a tiny bit.
its not even so much you wouldn't be beautiful, it's more like being dead without actually dying..

i hope i can always move and not have food control me in that way.

Love & Pain

THIS is exactly what it's like to look in the mirror. I can't help but STARE at this picture...it's so sad, yet honest.

went running today 2.46 miles! wo0ot! cal intake I'm not actually sure but if I had to guess I'd say somewhere around 700 maybe 750
I turned down a pizza offer and went running so I feel like i achieved a major accomplishment.
I think I'm finally back on track, and I am in control of myself!
think positive and take each day as it is. you won't lose all you want over night!!!

stay strong and healthy <3



jello

jello is amazing =]

simply said.

I've lost a little bit of weight, but it's getting harder to stay strong!

I'm losing inspiration to workout, and i am not too sure how to get motivated...

16 & pregnant new episode tonight, so I'm trying to stay awake. i ate alot for dinner around 6:30 so i guess it's a good thing i wont sleep till 10.

OHH and the voice in also on tonight,,yeah I'm lame =]

oh and the girl on tonight's episode of 16 & pregnant is anorexic, so i am curious naturally, but also a little worried about her and the baby you know?

AH i know this is probably boring you, but leave me a comment or e-mail me if you would like to hear more thoughts from my mind because I'm getting tired of talking to myself ;)

WOWZA!!!

I am really bored. I played The Sims 2 for about 3 hours...yep just sitting on my ass like normal!

BUTTTT I am now back in the 130's and for a treat, I am going to get my hair permed tomorrow =]

BOOOO-YAHHH!!!

Precious by Minipop is a great song if you are looking for something smooth and relaxing.

so is Corner of your Heart by Ingrid Michaelson ;)

So what is the secret to my weight loss?

Not binging (:

yeah yeah yeah. I know it is easier said than done, but IT CAN BE DONE. write all the foods you want a paper and throw it away! take a shower. shave your legs. clean your room.

DO SOMETHING.

do push-ups...do some sit-ups! FYI: doing sit-ups in your bed is AWESOME if you have back problems and/or want a different and fun workout!

OKAY so school is almost over with, and I could not be any more estatic! I am not really lonely andymore becaus the weather has been nicer and nice weather always makes me happier!

YEP! so now for some of the good ol' things in life

Totally have NOT been on Blogger in theeeee longest time!