Hung out with my old best friend which is always nice. She is so thin and pretty it almost makes me sick. I got pretty drunk and when I was going to sleep I felt like I could vanish off this planet and no one would notice.
But that is totally stupid to think because I know I have people who care for me, and love me just how I am...These thoughts of self-hate ring endlessly in my ears, and feel as if it will never stop.
I just wish someone could make me live my life..just loving myself for once.
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