OHMYGAWD

i fucking hate computers. nobody ever writes to me! and i can't leave comments on anybody's posts for some stupid reason.
i don't even know why it won't let me and it always tells me to create a blog or sign in...and when i click sign in, I AM ALREADY FUCKING SIGNED IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate my fucking stupid pathetic worthless life.

all i ever do is eat. all i ever do is complain. all i ever do is fight with the people i love. all i ever want to do is run away.


i wish i could cut off my skin bag and set myself free from all my weight...



HAPPY FOURTH!

So, it is the fourth of july AND it ia also my 19th BIRTHDAY!!!! :D
i'm old now! lol...so i'm going to my aunts house and my mom is bringing a cake. we are cooking out on the grill i suppose, and i will try my best not to eat, but everyone knows i will.

today i'm wearing a scooby doo shirt that says "LET'S EAT!!!!"  funny right?

well i thought it was....
:D i'm really hyper.. i just had a cup of wine. SHHHHH though, it's a secret.


i haven't lost any weight :( i'm stuck at 143 but thank the heavens i havent gained weight :0 i was at 136 at one point a month ago -__-
its frustrating.
i think im addicted to food because its all i ever think about ):

ANYWAYS sorry for my rant.

have a great day!