Its all here in your head..

Pig. Disgusting. Waste.

Failure. Disaster. Disappointment.

Never good enough.

These are a few of the things floating around in my head today. i want to go home, but here i am...stuck at school.

i hate feeling trapped, like how i feel right. now.

i am a waste of space. am i even real?

i want to cut and smell my blood. i want to taste my blood and have blood cake in between my teeth...

so i can

look like the total

monster

 I know i am.