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I MADE IT!!!!!!!

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YOU CAN MAKE ANY GOAL YOU SET FOR YOURSELF.

Please, don't let anything stop you.

Hearts and butterflies

Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here.

 

So I can't decide what tattoo I want. I'm not actually sure how badly I want one. IF I get one, I would like a heart or a butterfly. Or birds flying. I've always wished I was a bird. Is that odd? Oh well, I am a pretty odd girl! =]

Today is a really lame post, and I actually didn't feel like posting, BUT I am really bored out of my mind...and dinner is being made. THANK BA JESUS it's fish. I don't care for fish =]

wo0ot. My teacher gave me a Weight Watchers bar and graham crackers. I shared my crackers, but I feel like a hippo.

TONIGHT I will do some abs and yoga =] YAY! I am close to Goal Numero Uno!



WOO

make a wish.



Its all here in your head..

Pig. Disgusting. Waste.

Failure. Disaster. Disappointment.

Never good enough.

These are a few of the things floating around in my head today. i want to go home, but here i am...stuck at school.

i hate feeling trapped, like how i feel right. now.

i am a waste of space. am i even real?

i want to cut and smell my blood. i want to taste my blood and have blood cake in between my teeth...

so i can

look like the total

monster

 I know i am.



Fun Fun Fun

...in the sun =]

i believe i have hit a number that i cant break anymore =[

but i am going to the beach tomorrow!!!

Stay save.

Stay strong.