It's weird to look in on your life as if you are a stranger.
See yourself
in a mirror,
cry some tears out because your mom says,
"Ohh let it out, it'll make you feel better."
Stuff yourself with food because you have been telling yourself, all day,
"No no no stopit stopit stopit you can't/shouldn't eat that shit. You are a fat, ugly cow."
You have no one to talk to because you wouldn't know where to even begin, even if you did, by chance, decide to open up.
Close yourself off from your emotions, and they eat your brain.
Tell yourself you aren't pretty while others disagree.
Feel like a bitch because you break promises.
Keep eating because you know you can't change.
Keep eating because you suck.
you suckkkkk.
