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In fear of Xanga shutting down, or making me pay for their services, I am back to being a bloghead on Blogger.

If you know me from xanga, LET ME KNOW!!

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It has been over a year since my last post, but I am back now, and will continue where I started off.. 

I'm not sure I ever wrote too much on this site, but I am a woman of many thoughts and words. I love feedback!!! I give feedback as well! I am not afraid to talk, quite frankly, I can talk too much.

I am currently going to school for massage therapy and will be done mid December. I am going to be 21 in a month, and I have an amazing boyfriend who puts up with my shit and random mood swings.

Sometimes I feel like I may be bipolar and other times I think that thought was silly.

I do best when I am alone, but being alone all the time can get pretty, well, lonely.

That's where I am right now...where are you?

send me a message or comment anytime.

[I did mention how much I enjoy FEEDBACK!]

<3 Stephhh

Happy Saturday!

I have a three day weekend, and I am so bored, it should be illegal. 

Just saying. 

I'm currently on my 37th hour of a 125 hour fast. Seems like a ton of hours, but I've done it once before.

Annnnd considering I have no food in my room..I won't eat (:

That's the plan anyways.

And no one here can make me eat.

No one can EVER make me eat.

Yep. Going for a run soon after my clothes dry (:

Legs.

New Year, New You!

Happy New Year!!!

My night was pretty good until I wanted to go to bed, and my friend stole it! I had her on the floor, but she puked ahah..and then stole my bed! I have to laugh about that because...well she is my best friend and she never drinks!






I am going to make this year the best year yet! That's what I plan anyways.

I ate cheetos last night in my room after everyone went to bed, and I'm 98% sure that I also ate a sausage.

-__- and I was doing so good, BUT I will NOT beat myself up over some chips and some meat.

I will be a little nicer to myself because afterall, this is MY life and I create my OWN happiness.

I will get skinny; even if it kills me.





















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New Years Eve

And I am going to get drunk!

But I'm sure my friend will get more drunk than me because she is tiny, and she never drinks!

Last time we drank together,

she threw up pepperoni in my brother's sink!

It was....disgusting.

And I had to clean it up.

That's what I get though!

Tacos for dinner tonight, and my stomach already hurts! Damn doctor..I have to wait a week before I find out if I have an ulcer..or cancer :o

Well. Here is some fun thinspo!

Before and After

I actually had people comment on some posts! thanks Amanda and Missing_Angel. It is good to know that someone, besides myself, actually looks at my blog.

Feeling good today. Have had coffee and some flavored water.

Mom keeps asking what I want for dinner, but she already knows I won't eat it.

I mean she doesnt know exactly, but I have tummy troubles and I didn't eat last night because of it.

even though it was lasagna and garlic bread!!!

hmm i love that stuff.

you know you do too!

but be strong, because:

a moment on the lips; forever on the hips!